spirit

 Whomever decided to tell me about the thievery - if it was just James Stewart and its just a few hundred grand - so be it.

The self betrayal that this causes reinforces that inability to get a win. It shows me that the Doc looks at me as a lower form of life. The girls needed the money so they should take it.

Taxing me without citizenship - again shows me what you think of me

All of this shows me what you think of me.

The 3.5 years of abusive use of your power and experimenting on me shows me what you think of me.

Now you truly have me in a compromised position and I have no choice but to accept what you’ve done because of this fucking block you put in my head. Knowing you purposefully honed in on that weakness of fear of failure and you purposefully made me fail repeatedly to the point I’m unable to take any action was the cruelest thing you could have done because it sets the stage for the rest of my life of people doing to me what you’ve done here.

Which, is the point - that is what you wanted.

Someone who is complacent with their own abuse and doesn’t complain anymore.

A broken horse with no spirit

A sprit broken

It’s not enlightenment you are selling. It’s accepting that a person is a lesser than and will only be abused from this point forwards so like those dogs with the shocker collar - it just sits there and doesn’t try to avoid the abuse anymore it accepts it as normal.

Thats what you’ve done to me Doc.

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